Only so for hours

While visiting a state park on Monday, I noticed that the spring gold — a color I don’t actually care for — had nearly yielded to green. “Nothing gold can stay, Pony Boy,” I quipped, but then I could not recall the complete poem. Reading aloud from one of the first authoritative sites in my search, I thought that, while movingly beautiful (“In gold as it began / The world will end for man. / And some belief avow 
/ The world is ending now. / The final age of gold…”), the poem seemed unfamiliar. Reading more carefully, I realized that I had recited an early draft of Robert Frost’s work. The poem we know, of course, is only eight lines:

Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

Each April, I promise myself I will read more poetry and perhaps memorize a poem. This year, I successfully kept the first promise: I finished Dante’s Purgatorio. My daughter and I read You Are Here: Poetry in the Natural World (edited by Ada Limón). And, as part of our dive into Brazilian-Portuguese literature, we also read Multitudinous Heart: Selected Poems (Carlos Drummond De Andrade). Now, how to keep the second promise? Like high-impact aerobics and all-nighters, memorization is an activity that was more easily executed when I was younger, so I’ve begun this task gently, rereading and rereading. I think I’ve nearly got it and wonder if I should try another.

Do you memorize poetry? What are your tips?

“And I have known the eyes already, known them all —”

My photo of Desert Forms (Hughie Lee-Smith; 1957).

In March, during a visit to the Art Institute, I saw this painting in a way I think of as “again for the first time.” The plaque indicates that the artist “often situated enigmatic people in bleak landscapes,” a reflection of Lee-Smith’s experience as an African American. Earlier that month, I had reread “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” (T.S. Eliot; 1915), and the painting evoked in me the same sense of depthless anxiety and loss the poem did:

Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

For I have known them all already, known them all….